03/14/2025
Pre-dawn lunar eclipse reflections on the ten year anniversary of Bread from the Earth (it was last week but I'm finally taking a quiet moment to wrap my head around it).
I've been experiencing time in a different way lately, as I'm sure is not surprising for the phase of life I'm in. It's incredible and a bit staggering to realize that I've been running Bread from the Earth as a business for ten years now. On one hand the bakery is so entwined with my life that I feel like I've been doing it forever. But in some ways it still feels like something new that I'm trying out and hoping it works.
But I guess.... it worked!?!
I read something that resonated with me recently about "defining success for yourself." I don't know how others would define success for me and my bakery - I do know I have spent a lot of time worrying that it wasn't enough in various ways, be it financially, in terms of quality, consistency, or whatever other metrics would be applicable (or not) to a business like this. But through the lens of this milestone I can see that this venture has more or less supported me through a huge part of my life. When I started Bread from the Earth, I was single, a little unsettled, trying my hand at lots of things and looking to figure out who I was and what I wanted. I had a vision of a life that looks so deeply and beautifully like the one I have now, and while I couldn't exactly picture the path to get here, I knew I just had to keep taking one step at a time in the direction I wanted to go. There have been some pretty big and heavy bumps in the road along the way, and some things haven't gone the way we hoped or planned, at least not yet, but in this moment I'm filled with so much awe at how closely my life resembles the one I dreamed of ten years ago. That must be success, right?
All the words I can think of to thank my family for helping me shape and travel this path sound too trite. It's really impossible to put the depth of my gratitude into words but... Matt, Mir, Manse, Mom, Dad... thank you. I hope you know how much I see you and appreciate you.
And thank you to each and every one of you who has eaten my bread, shared it with your family and friends, sent me a kind note of appreciation, chatted with us at a farmer's market, ordered baked goods for a holiday or for no reason at all, or just wished me well from afar. Your enjoyment and satisfaction are the other huge element of how I measure the success of this endeavor. You are the lifeblood of this business. Thank you.
It's a season of rebirth for this bakery. As I come out of my sweet baby-centered hibernation, I'm looking forward to what Bread from the Earth will be over the next ten years. The changes may be big or small, but I know it will evolve and grow as our family and its needs do too. I don't know exactly what the next part of the path looks like yet, but I'm going to keep taking one step at a time - mixing the dough, building the fire, baking the bread - and see where we end up.
Let's celebrate together! Life is moving a little too fast at the moment, but I plan to find a way to mark this important birthday with you all in the coming months so look out for that announcement coming soon ā¤ļø