02/09/2026
Ash,
You’ve always been my baby. The moment we heard it was possible we’d get you. The moment I saw you in that tiny screen. The moment I cut your umbilical cord. The moment I held you in my arms. The first time you were sick. The first step you took. When you fell down and scraped your knee. When you copied the navigation speaker in the car. When wouldn’t smile for the picture I took of you the other day. When you’ve been the most vulnerable, happy, sad, wild, funny, honest, loving, artistic, articulate, and so much more. But I knew you were and would always be my baby, when you called me Mommy for the first time.
This video your sister took of you at 4 years old is the cutest. You have always had your mind made up. Your answer crack me up. Viewing all the old photos and videos of you today made me laugh, cry, smile, and really wish you were here today. But I know you’re having the best time with your sister in Arizona.
I hope your 14th birthday has been full of memories to last you a lifetime. Because all of the wonderful memories I have of you will last forever in my heart. Thank you for being you!
Happy Birthday! I’ll see you tomorrow and give you those spankings you deserve! Xoxox