08/16/2017
One of my favorite stories is Margot Zemach’s “It Could Always be Worse.” This Yiddish folktale presents a man overwhelmed by his crowded, hectic life. Through a series of comical catastrophes, he comes to realize it could always be worse. I think about this story at minimum once a week and have lived much of my life thinking, “well, it could always be worse, so pile it on, I can take it!”
I obviously missed the point of the story. When Raven and I started this little bakery stand four years ago it was an exciting challenge and distraction from other events in our lives. It was so rewarding to make something with your hands, follow it through its journey of existence, and see the joy on a customer’s face when they pick out their pastry.
So I kept doing the bakery through job changes, pregnancy, and juggling a new baby. I felt great pride in doing ALL of these things even though it was taxing both mentally and physically. But then in the middle of this summer life came crashing back in. My job (which I love) needed more of my attention, friends and family got sick, and colleagues passed away suddenly. Not being able to do the bakery these last three weeks has given me time to think. Though I miss creating confections for people to enjoy, and seeing old friends, I have savored the opportunity to just work full time, raise my seven-month-old baby, connect with friends, and be there when loved-ones needed me.
The point of the story was that it COULD always be worse, not to purposely MAKE it worse. So I’m going to stop the bakery for the season. The 19th will be our last day. If I can figure out a way to balance all of the parts of my life, Sweet & Savory Pop-Up Bakery will be back in some fashion next year. If not, it has been an honor to work with such talented vendors and market staff, and a joy to meet members of my community who delighted in my pastry.
Thanks,
Laura