06/25/2024
Hey guys!
I thought I'd jump on here because the time is here (and all my friends are pushing me to post about it... thanks LOL).
Back in October, I was presented the opportunity to be a part of this amazing project called The Big Bakeover.
As most of you know, I had been through a lot before this and I have been in literal struggle mode (in every way) for the past few years and I am still attempting to gain my bearings after losing everything I knew in my life.
Me starting from absolute scratch, after being married and staying at home with my boys for over 20 years, it has been a wild ride, learning about myself, my circle and what is most important to me. Family and close friends.
I've been in absolute denial of this episode airing because sometimes I feel like a complete failure but I've talked myself in to the fact that 7 years is a good run. So, I'll pat myself on the back for that. It is an accomplishment of mine which I am proud of.
Most of us know how the story ends but I am still proud that I fought so hard for so long for my beloved bakery.
Looking back at this time, I was scared, living day to day, tired, so unsure about everything but when I'd talk to or get to hug my sons, I know that whatever I am doing... I am doing it for them.
I want them to know that they should be fearless, fight for what's right, speak up and take chances. If not, you'll always wonder.
I hope I've made them proud.
2024 came in with a rush.
My shop closed.
My divorce is lingering.
My Mom was diagnosed with end stage brain cancer.
I think the last time I posted, we just celebrated her 79th birthday here in Hermosa Beach and the next day we flew back to Arkansas so she could start her radiation and chemotherapy. I left her there with tears in my eyes but was able to go back and visit with her in May. She has just finished her 42nd day of radiation and I am so proud of her. I am also so happy that she will be able to watch this show, seems trivial but I know she will be so proud of me.
Thank you to EVERYONE who's been in my corner.
It's truly helped me through the toughest time of my life.
Tune in to my episode.
The Big Bakeover
The CW Network this Friday at 8p
I hope you enjoy it.
xo
