09/19/2023
Itās taken me weeks to post this. As my heart is so unsettled.
Earlier this year the bakery was at a standstill. After multiple attempts to keep it going, I kept hitting walls. Financially and physically. My body had taken a severe beating over the past 4 years- from cancer to loosing the babies and honestly I never healed and rushed my body to return to normal.I struggled daily, to keep up. I thought it was over.
Then things slowly started to turn⦠or so I thought. I was working on a epic project- one Iām still not willing to reveal. I had been promised a spot in a new and upcoming wine shop and they wanted to invest in my BIG project. Then out of nowhere⦠more and more silence and then no follow through on said promises. I still havenāt heard anything from them. Slowly sliding down hill, I was empty and couldnāt see a future for the bakery. Then, again, out of nowhere, another opportunity came upon me. A LIFE CHANGING opportunity. It was a way for the bakery to still continue and for me to actually have a life- plus I was super pumped about being apart of such a cool place. Interviews, baking and talks was going on for over 30 days. Then, just when I thought we were buttoning all this up- I get a call. āWeāve over promised and undelivered.ā With no reasoning, explaining or even another job offer there- they moved on. I was fu***ng crushed. CRUSHED.
Iāve been back to back fu**ed. Excuse my language but wtf?!
I am beyond hurt and honestly pi**ed. None of these situations were a āmaybeā thing. There were on going talks and meetings. I was completely blindsided, both times. Iām so confused and so hurt. š
With that being saidā¦.
Life must move on. Bills and life- do not stop. I am currently working for a fantastic company- Fox in the Snow in Dublin. Just a baker. Just one of the team. Iām honored to be there and love every part of it. Please come check it out and wave at me through the windows- we open this Saturday! 9/23!
Hereās the hard part. The Blonde Bomb Bakery is on permanent pause. Things have taken a turn and I must focus on family and my life. I still believe in what I was creating and am grateful to all of you for believing in me.