05/11/2016
CRUSH, LOVE ,HEARTBREAKS
(mema) i hated you, but now i love you
Alam mo yung feeling na sobrang naiinis ka kasi hindi mo sya malagpasan or mapantayan? YES, competetive ako, 1st year highschool ako nun nung sobrang desperate akong malagpasan yung 1st honor namin,
well, i graduated as nothing in elementary cause im a transferee and there are policies na hnd pwedeng mag ka honor ang mga transferee..so ayun nga bumawi ako nung highschool,, im a friendly person, halos lahat ng classmate ko kasundo ko ata except him, my greatest rival, bukod sa mayabang na arogante pa -.- hindi sya yung tipong makakausap mo ng matino at hnd sya masayahing tao, na kaparehas ko. so hnd tlga kmi magkakasundo.
you know what? hindi ko sya nakikitang nagrereview but the big question here is, bakit ang tataas ng mga nakukuha nya not only in quizes but even sa mga exams. while ako pumapangalawa lang.. that is sooooo freaking unfair :( so i decided to study harder, but theres no change at all. the result is still the same.. He, 1st. ME 2nd wtf...I hated him, minsan nga humungi sya ng paper sakin , kasi wala syang choice, on the spot quiz kasi that time, pataray ko syang binigyan :D. wahaha (evil laugh)....but, im not bad as you think, u know i still gave him a paper :D haha.
The next day, hnd ako makapaniwalang kinausap nya ako, he asked me '' bakit ba napaka sungit mo sakin? ur always making a face pag nakikita mo ako" but hnd ko lang sya pinansin, instead tinakbuhan ko sya (p.s immature days) :D ewan ko bigla akong nahiya, at parang natakot bigla at na conscious... na galit na ewan!!! my gash ewan ko ba ..hindi ko ma explain yung feelings ko nung mga time na yun but im sure that i felt like my heartbeat is racing.
(to be continued)
.1st crush ko sya :)