lotusohms

07/29/2022

This hits home

I release my parents from the feeling that they have failed with me.
I release my children from the need to make me proud, so that they can write their own ways, according to their hearts.
I release my partner from the obligation to make me feel complete. I lack nothing in myself.
I learn with all the beings that surround me through all time.
I thank my grandparents and ancestors who met so that today I breathe life. And I release them from the faults of the past and from the wishes they did not fulfill, aware that they did the best they could to resolve their situations, within the consciousness they had at that moment.
I honor them, I love them, and I recognize their innocence.
I bare my soul before their eyes and that is why they know that I do not hide or owe anything, more than being faithful to myself and my own existence walking with the wisdom of the heart.
I am aware that I am fulfilling my life project, free of visible and invisible family loyalties that may disturb my peace and my happiness, which are my greatest responsibilities.
I renounce the role of savior, of being the one who unites or who fulfills the expectations of others. And learning through LOVE, I bless my essence and my way of expressing, although there may be someone who cannot understand me.
I understand myself, because only I lived and experienced my story; because I know myself, I know who I am, what I feel, what I do and why I do it.
I respect and approve.
I honor the Divinity in me and in you.
We are free.

A Traditional Náhuatl Prayer

Artist: Melina Del Mar

05/08/2020

Time to do release rituals for the next 3 days!

I'm purging my house. Opening up to the metaphorical skeletons 💀 in my closet. I have a kit finish making for my dear sister who is studying to be a doula!!! I am so excited for you and I plan to mail out your kit tomorrow. Forgive me for taking so long. ❤️

05/07/2020

Are you taking the stairs or the elevator? Be The Magician, The Wizard, The Sorceress, The Priestess, The Priest, The Sage, and go straight up! Bring in Maiden, Mother, Queen, and Crone! Call forth the powers of your Divinity and Humanity. They are centered within you. ⁣
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Your calling is to express yourself fully. Just as you are, beyond your wildest imagination. Create your Divine Service now.⁣
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I love how the woody elements of the wands in these cards reflect how we come into divine purpose and start to manifest, trust, and form what we can do with our purpose. We are led to creation, and grounding the purpose. As above, so below!⁣
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@ San Clemente, California

05/07/2020

𝓡𝓮𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹 𝓟𝓾𝓵𝓵⁣
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Holy s**t... I asked about what someone wanted from our relationship together. Of course, one could always ask in-person, and I'm looking forward to having a conversation about it. For now, I realize I need to step away and just keep building on my own magic. In times like these, where things are uncertain, scary, sometimes so insanely/divinely guided, you have to surrender.⁣ Let it be.
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All signs have been pointing to the alchemy of love. Sustainable love. Honest and unconditional.⁣
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I asked for new patterns, for divine partnership during my last new moon manifestation ritual. ⁣
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I realize I am not used to it. I want all the old patterns, the familiarity of attraction, of rushed intimacy because it appeases my insecurities. ⁣
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I realize I cannot keep succumbing to patterns of codependency. I am whole in and of myself and should be fine without longing. ⁣
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Time to drop the obsession and return to joy.⁣
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Time for a slower pace. For ta***ic embraces. For ecstatic reunion. For divine connection... With myself. ⁣
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This person is putting in the effort to investigate. To do their own thing. I should do the same.⁣
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Tomorrow is the full moon. I have new things to release. ⁣
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05/05/2020

Another loaf in the books. Retreat time now.❤️

05/05/2020

Summer salad. There are roast potatoes, avocado, roasted beets, kale, romaine, homemade pesto, grape tomatoes, goat cheese, shrimp, and extra lemon juice. About to relish this meal.

05/05/2020

𝕋𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕥 𝕋𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕕𝕒𝕪⁣
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Card: Death, 13th card, Major Arcana⁣
Element: Water⁣
Ruling Planet: Pluto⁣
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Meaning: Generally, in the Smith Rider-Waite (a.k.a. SRW or RWS), we see Death as a skeleton knight who holds a black and white banner with a Tudor Rose and the roman numerals for 13, signifying the order to kill and capture the Knights Templar by King Phillip IV on Friday the 13th. The Knights Templar are also associated with the Holy Grail, and if anyone has watched Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade, we know that the Holy Grail guarantees immortality/resurrection. The rest of the card depicts people of all classes and ages dying, "walking through the valley of the shadow of Death" because Death favors no one. Save for the Bishop, representing some promise to the spiritual afterlife. In the background we see the sun between two towers (a portal), and a boat in the River Styx.⁣
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This card is so full and rich with symbolism, that the reader may often see this card as a depiction of a natural cycle ending, with a new cycle beginning very soon. ⁣
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In the Roots of Asia Tarot, we literally see a woman in repose in the shape of a mountain with a tree growing at the center of her heart. There is an old Chinese proverb that states, "When sleeping women wake, mountains move." At the base of her body is the sun shining.⁣
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We are being asked to wake up the Divine Feminine en masse. To stir the energies of the Tree of Life into action, to create new paradigms, and leave old ones. ⁣
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As we stir ourselves awake with the coming of Summer (Beltane was just a few days ago), we are now beginning the transition from mindless wandering in dream-states, and into active implementation of what we have chosen during our downtime in quarantine. Bans are being lifted, what plans have you made, how are you adapting?⁣
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05/04/2020

Sending blessings to all of you this week! As the sunrise and the birds herald the beginning of a rather powerful series of astrological happenings, I remind all of us to stay centered, stay graceful, stay present, and exude love.

The full moon happens on May 7th. What are you letting go of in this cycle?

@ San Clemente, California

05/03/2020

The morning is so lush with sound.

04/30/2020

Froggy orchestra in the background. Turn up the volume... It's a low hum.

04/29/2020

Thinking of making some honeyed rose/lavender lemon gf cupcakes... Hmmm Spiced matcha lattes.

Celebratory cooking plans underway!

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04/28/2020

𝕿𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖙 𝕿𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖉𝖆𝖞⁣
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Card: Temperance, 14th card Major Arcana⁣
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Element: Fire⁣
Ruling Planet: Jupiter⁣
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Card Meaning: In the Smith Rider-Waite or (RWS), we see an androgynous figure, often depicted as angel, pouring waater from one chalice (its left) to another chalice to the right. One foot touches water, the other, land. ⁣
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Generally speaking, the Temperance Card denotes balanced reception. You are capable of receiving what you need without overgiving. You can be yourself and do what you love. ⁣
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In the Roots of Asia, we see that the figure's chalice is its environment. From the Heavens into the Sea. "It looks like God," as my soulstar would say. The sun pouring through the clouds in a direct, concentrated stream of light. ⁣
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We have to be able to stand receiving divine light. Have you been raising your vibration? Can you rise to this occasion? Forgive yourself? Have you offered yourself respite and refuge from your own negative views?⁣
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Claim your sovereignty, your divinity, and your unconditional self love. The Universe is calling you to stand up for your wildest dreams, to go further.⁣
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You are in service to your existence. You serve the world by being exactly as you are, however you decide. Be responsible and take charge of yourself. You may have been nudged towards several challenges. You have the chops. You were built to do as you love.⁣ Fill your own cup.
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