23/04/2026
I don’t want another baby, I want to go back and experience my baby’s newborn phase without the NICU.
I want the first hold.
Right away.
No waiting.
I want skin l to-skin… not wires.
Quiet… not alarms.
Peace… not fear.
I want to hold my baby without asking.
To be a mom, without permission.
People say time heals.
But it doesn’t give those moments back.
It doesn’t erase what was missed.
I don’t want another baby.
I just want those first days… the way they should’ve been.
©️Momming On Empty