28/10/2024
Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
What I Loved 😍
I think society often portrays parenthood like transformation, an absolving shift into a perfect, new future. When the reality is parenthood often means confronting yourself, your traumas, your fears, and breaking the cycle before it breaks you. Parenthood isn’t an escape, it’s a mirror and our nameless protagonist is forced to look as her only shield from her depression, her alcoholism, is torn away and she’s plunged into the deep end of an unexpected pregnancy everyone is excited about-except her. She latches onto Jenny, a homemaker struggling with her eight-year-old and the first person to tell her motherhood is a new kind of trauma of its own.
Pizza Girl’s mental decline is beautifully rendered. As readers, we feel the ache of her loneliness but can only grind our teeth as she makes the same brutal mistakes that land her alone again and again. We see the same cycles in ourselves and ache with the sorrow of the human condition, to desperately want to be and simultaneously hate being seen.
Frazier’s emotional deftness extends to all her characters. None feel faceless, all deal with deep issues in very different ways that imitates real life to such a degree I felt helpless as a reader like I was watching real relationships play out unable to do anything but simply hope for the best.
Pizza Girl asks all the big questions only to realize there were never any answers. It holds a mirror not just to its protagonist but also to its readers, challenging a society built around distraction to face our worst fears, or accept becoming them.
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What I Didn’t
Seeing my worst mistakes on paper 🙃 Lmaooo Not a damn thing.
👩🏾⚖️ Would I Recommend This?
For rainy days and bleak mornings when you wake up and wonder if you have squandered your life away. For the ordinary sadnesses that creep on everyone and we hope if we ignore them, they’ll fall off like a dead limb. So we drag them along and try not to look back. Five painful stars
🍪 Chai Masala
Layered, with a spiciness that makes the hint of sweetness all the better.