08/17/2024
It’s been a while since I’ve posted. To be honest, I haven’t been okay, and I’m not afraid to admit that. Life has its ups and downs, and some are more severe than others. The last two months have been the hardest I’ve ever faced. I lost my job, my burnout became unbearable, and my little Jasper’s support needs increased. I didn’t know how to navigate it all, and truthfully, I still don’t.
I’ve been doing my best, but it’s not the best I expect from myself. I’ve always aimed for perfection, but chasing that nearly broke me. I’ve realized that perfection isn’t attainable, and trying to achieve it almost took everything from me.
Through it all, I’ve been running for my health—both physically and mentally. Today, I ran my first official 5k race. It’s a reminder to keep going, even when it’s tough. Don’t give up. I’m proud of you, and I’m learning to be proud of myself too.
